I am Regaining Some Self-Control Today

One good thing that came out this week is I question people's intention and motives.

Understanding why people do what they did (especially without consult) makes you, well, more understanding of that person.

And you reluctantly Okay-ed the decision.

But it's not Okay. If I am involved in some ways, why wasn't i consulted? Do i look like a chopped liver? Is there anywhere on my forehead that says 'DOOR MAT'?

So, instead of seeking understanding, i question people's intention. Why did you do it? What purpose does it serve? So you have a clean sheet, how does that benefit two parties?

I let people into my life based on trust. I should have better foresight.

I lost it because i was trusting. So i take ownership.

I am regaining some self-control today.